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October movie analysis :- touch of unconditional love

A realistic, not so everyday kind of story you probably heard of! . The cinematic shots which join each frame with flow of soothing, directed by SHOOJIT SIRCAR with the magical word comes from the special pen of JUHI CHATURVEDI who put charms in each screenplay by her magically spells. The silence in movie easily entertained by the astonishing shots from lens of AVIK MUKHOPADHYAY which connect us to the soul of story and make us include in the cinematography of this movie. The music will not go unnoticed by any of us from the beginning. The ” October theme ” is the sum of whole movie in notes of sounds of instruments… The blend of all these ingredients make this movie akin to other worldly cause the unconditional / unrequited love at this time is extremely rare to find..

A story about LOVE between two familiar souls DAN & SHIULI teaches us a lot about life , unbreakable bonds, compassion & purpose of someone in our life.

THE WISDOM IT SHEDS LIGHT ON.

-> It bring out those memories, emotions which we choose to put blind fold on cause how much the parameters of vulnerability they make us measure. How “close they are”, to make our soul sail on water from depths of trenches . The fear of oneself really does pop up while surfing in those emotions.

-> It’s THEME TUNE :- a pause in every moment of ours ( sub- conscious, consciousness, un-conscious and physical possibilities)

-> It shows the Dualistic nature of having someone who connects with our soul origin seemingly well which raised question that

“we are alone with ourself but we have them in ourself too all along “

-> IT’S a gateway of our soul.

” The constant one, the still one “

Not a single thought even bothered to come up while experiencing this phenomenal movie.

-> A HOPE :- for all & nothing. A hope for something from an unexpected turn which leads more unexpected turns ( the loop goes on till we break it) .

-> A SOUL PURPOSE of someone’s life may limit their time in the physical world but they stay eternity in someone else soul purpose for whole life. Shiuli might passed on very early in her age but her essence gives a life purpose to dan .

-> Some BITTER-SWEET PAGES which you may tear off from book just for those to stay in your personal locker for years. REMAINS best if you let them keep in the book rather than to tear apart & hold them close in your heart with warm place of bornfire.

-> Let it do it’s part in your life.. Let some people stay for limited period of time. Let it go with time. Let some memories of bonds remain in your life even the person don’t exist in your life anymore. Learn from emotions of human undefined range which hard to put in any language.

THE MUSIC OF MOVIE

THE PARTS OF MOVIE PRESENTS THROUGH SONGS.

THEHER JA :-

The intial state of DAN calling for her presence / fragments of soul to blend like fragrance of flower in surroundings of his breathing air.

he wants to stay in that bubble for as long as he can . He seems to searching for every reason to hold onto her.

MANWA :-

The conscious state of SHIULI when it comes to senses that he is no more around her. The panic & pain was clearly visible that she lost the wants for her favourite flower even. The pain of emptiness in her belongings cause the physical fatigue, she refuse to do progress in anything but only keep feeding the grief of void he left .[ he took her fighting courage / needs with him ].

TAB BHI TU :-

He is nurturing the last fragments of her presence which he’s carrying around since he left from the place with all the endless remains of love & compassion he attain from unknown portal.

he roams &do deep-dive searching in those wires of souls to find his meaning of existence. To find himself again for the good.

CHAL :-

The unbreakable bond bring them together again in inches of parameters of each other. Last few breath , they spend which left before transmuting in one formation of essence.

[ my mind goes blank here tbh, the bond is wordless, formless ] . So do the remaining frames of last part, they share together .

INSTRUMENTAL THEME :- The silence is best representation of their energies blending in one. The camera work & instrumental theme of movie works extremely brilliant together to show the love between them.

The instruments sounds echoes throughout the movie in background score which seems like a thread knotting every frame in one flow one by one.

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How to be in present – fleeting moment!

Before we jump into our discussion about process of indulging in present moment. I want to share my experience in taking a step toward the trails of self exploration. 

( aka be A pause in a moment) 

Admist regular chorus of survival, Burnout fairly visible on Body. Constant pushing for more, collapse the machinery of neurons.

Muscle memory of hugging my sleeping pillow, saved the last hanging thread. Rhymic pendulum motion by body, calms the cells breakdown.

Warm sensation at every inch of skin, contrast the cold- rainy weather at outside. Train of thoughts settle for refuel, balanced the breathing cycle to placid state.

Rounds of applause witnessed through chirping of birds, droplets on puddle. The passage of flows make me LOVE -A- LITTLE MORE, ATTUNE – A- LITTLE MORE .

WHY IT IS IMPORTANT TO ALLOW ALL ENERGY IN THAT MOMENT.

LES CHARMES DE LA VIE ( the music party) by Jean – Antoine watteau, painted in 1718.

this rococo style painting gives ethernal & playful sense of vibe.The artist paint a fleeting moment of humans really immense in the music ambience despite the chaos going on through the whole century of revolution, social reforms, war, many many movement under feminism ( gender equality) , an era for enlightenment awarness.

Knowing quite well the melancholy which happening at same time at some other place or even just few steps far to them. They choose to stay in that carefree passage of time.

Cause what’s the life you don’t appreciate a moment which right in front of you. You will continue to miss all others you’re yearning in future for. Wars never ends either inside you or outside in world. You have choose to pause & be the moment of life that you are in.

BEST RESPONSE YOU CAN GIVE TO YOURSELF & OTHERS.

1. Become a void & Be the moment as you are the one.

2 .Sense of doing one thing at a time . ( probably heard a lot but let it really apply for once just for yourself) . Take that rest you have been asking for. Let it sink in for instance.

3. Leaving the attacker mentality. You can’t change the consequences of other’s willing actions. BUT only can control your reaction which will come in best outcome when you are really there in ongoing one. ( the present mind).

4. Let your mind free from wandering around the WHAT IFS. Cause one of “what ifs ” is right in front & that’s slipping away while you be busy flipping pages of other ” What ifs “.

HOW IT WILL BE AFTERWARDS

Once you start doing it, your subconscious, mind & body will automatically picking this as habit as this truly align you with the flow of universe. A trying of one or two times will lead you to have a healthy pattern for own betterment.

The neurons will start responding rather than reacting in surprised moments.

You will have more patience with yourself & others who surrounds. The creativity within start flourishing for many more ideas.

The sense of constant catching new things just to fill the void / or our unwanted thoughts probably vanished. THE FLOW OF LIFE should not be underestimated. It’s magic when it happens to one. We tend to decrease the questioning for the consequences we face as life moves. You start making peace with it.

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MANWA LAAGE : Analysis of love

This poetical song that sprinkles magic of love during each stream of it.

The song sounds like smooth flow of water in passage. It carries fire like passion, enough for burning each other into one form. To interfuse in one essence of earth while owning the course of fresh breath of air.

Describe the two sides of pendulum of love.

GIRL :- who emblematize of settler & foundation believer.

BOY :–who more typify side of wanderer & adventurer believer.

The phases of song shows how these both amplitude points will eventually come at equilibrium.

PHASES OF VERSES & CHORUS

Like a conversation, they are speaking to each other through the phases of love. There are 5 phases in this song.

1. Placing their own sides on front.

“” मनवा लागे ऊ मनवा लागेलागे रे साँवरे लागे रे साँवरे ले My heart is interested, interested (in you), O loved one,

तेरा हुआ जिया का जिया काजिया का ये गाँव रे See, this village of the heart is yours now.

मनवा लागे ऊ मनवा लागेलागे रे साँवरे लागे रे साँवरे My heart is interested, interested (in you), O loved one,

ले खेला मैंने जिया का जिया काजिया का है दाव रे See, I’ve played this bet of my heart…

The soft voice of girl which touches your soul like water on ground. On this side of pendulum ,place the foundation of her existence of love in front of him. THE SETTLER ONE . She puts her feet on ground to show the connectivity with seed of love.

“” मुसाफिर हूँ मैं दूर का I am a traveller of far away,

दीवाना हूँ मैं धूप का I am a lover of sunshine,

मुझे न भये….न भयेन भये छाँव रे…. I don’t like, don’t like shades..

But here Boy sings with passion, fierce & sharp like cutter’s edge in his voice shows that he will not settle at one place for too long. He’s WANDERED . Always looking for new place of sunrise. He comes with the brezze of air & roam around like immigrant bird to express his connectivity with volume of love.

2. BEING FLIRTATIOUS & BUBBLY

“”” ऐसी कैसी बोली तेरे नैनो ने बोली What a language is the language of your eyes,

जाने क्यों मैं डोली ऐसा लगे तेरी होली मैं तू मेरा…. Why did I sway (from my steadiness),It seemed as if I became yours, and you mine..

After that blink of exposure of her light ( the founder one) . She express what his passion for life imprinting on the essence of her love. With that there is a change in tone of vocal which sways from soft to high ( tryn to match his).

“” हम्म..तूने बात खोलीकच्चे धागे में पिरो ली You opened this talk and sewed it in fragile thread,

बातों की रंगोली सेन खेलूं ऐसे होली मैं ना तेरा….I don’t play holi (the indian festival of colors) with such colorful talks,I am not yours..

Boy ,on the other still be stubborn for his discussion. Refuse to acknowledge the ground touching quality she has on him. While keeping that tone of fierce in voice all along.

3. INITIAL SPARK OF OTHER’S SHADE OF LIGHT IN ONESELF

“” ऊ….किसी का तोह होगा ही तू You’ll eventually belong to someone,

क्यों न तुझे मैं ही जीतुं Why shouldn’t I win you..

खुले खाबों में जीते हैं जीते हैं बारे…. Only in dreams mad people live and win..

Now as she begin to indulge his fierceness in her body language. Her stubborn layer starts peeling off too. Which cause a brink effect on him . Left no choice but to accept the impact he attain from her.

It brings out the same quality of other person in oneself . Give us chance to nurture more layers & bring us at equilibrium.

4. UNDERSTANDING & ACCEPTANCE OTHER ONE’S AMPLITUDE OF LOVE.

“” रस बुंदिया नयन पिया रास रचे With drops of nectar in his eyes, my beloved plays raas leela,

दिल धड़ धड़ धड़के शोर मचे The heart pounds and there is noise,

यूँ देख सेक सा लग जाए मैं जल जाऊं बस प्यार बचे Look at me in a way that I feel a heat,that I burn, and there is just love remaining.

She find that passion of adventure & wanderness in her foundation of self too. How there is always balance . There’s A dot of yang in yin . The essence of passion, she been admiring in him was always flow in steadiness.

“” ऐसे डोरे डाले काला जादू नैना काले They entangle me, these black eyes, with their black magic.

तेरे मैं हवाले हुआ सीने से लगा लेआ….मैं तेरा…. I am all yours, embrace me,Oh, I am yours.

By watching his companion being liberate in herself. There is freedom of brezze course on ground too. The realisation strikes him to bring out balance & surrender to this flow of love [her +him ].

5. FINNALY BECOME THE ONE.

“” ऊ….दोनों धीमे धीमे जलें Let us both burn slowly..

आजा दोनों ऐसे मिले Come, let’s both meet in such a way,

ज़मीं पे लागे न तेरेन मेरे पाँव रे… .That your feet don’t touch the earth..

रहूँ मैं तेरे नैनो की नैनो कीनैनो की ही छाँव रे… I’ll live in the shade of your eyes…

ले तेरा हुआ जिया का जिया काजिया का ये गाँव रे See, this village of the heart is yours now.

The voice of boy become soft & sloopky in that high beats of passion & wanderness.

In contrast, girl voice reach a certain level of passion & fierce in that low beats of steadiness & foundation.

They completely emerge that ying in yang & vice verse energy in oneself.

Both, Balancing the duality of energy in oneself & with other. This beautiful song shows how you can represent authentic version of you and learn from your companion to attain oneness in your own energy.

LITTLE NUANCES IN VIDEO SONG.

1.FIRE

2. HER IMAGINATION / HIS SOLITUDE.

FIRE :- the fire element plays role of

->spark of creation in introduction of both side.

-> passion while knowing other’ side.

-> transformation in understanding of love.

-> creation while blending in one another to be one balanced form of love.

HER IMAGINATION :- she carries that essence of him always in her imaginative world. The passion, fierceness, boldness eventually explicit at the end of equilibrium. Really sets her free from boundation & limitations.

HIS SOLITUDE :- It says a lot about multifaceted nature of him. His constant search for ground been there in everyone absence. The courage, he needed to present his layer on surface was showed by her. She become his courage & strength…

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Stepping out of Comfort Zone

As we move through in life. We faced things which pushed us to introspect within our behaviors’ patterns & rang an emergency call to pause for while, see around to catch up the knowledge & signs for our situations. To integrate our cycle to another one.

You will see everything is interconnected .

[ our old layer of skin need a shedding to claim & brighten the new one ]

So, here I am shading a light on comparing our life situations to ocean currents / waves on beach in order to gain a sense of relating with.

aka limiting beliefs within us projected from outsides. 

We will be taking about :-

  1. Challenges ( on low / high tides days)
  2. What / how to make it happen
  3. Experience of mine
  4. Tools you need to connect with flow of path

CHALLENGES / SITUATIONS

SMALL CHANGES <=> LOW TIDES DAY

The small & at time one step which eventually sum up our efforts / actions to the way out of comfort zone ( aka a labelled box).

we tend to overlook at these tiny steps, thinking how can these be much effective on our results. Refuse to believe in those efforts just like in your small changes within you to a step closer of better version of self.

Calmer waves on shore show the nature of ocean. It brings pieces of it’s body from depth to surface for acknowledgement. Ignoring those pieces will never be a solution.

the info, we can collect during the preparation is must & should not be ignored . It’s always calm before storm knock at your door carrying anxiety & fear of judgement in the wind of it. Don’t worry, that part will be sorted too.

BIG CHANGES <=> HIGH TIDES DAY

The time when everything seems to go South . It generates a sense of unknown to even take a step in any direction. It’s time when every aspect of yours bad / good vomits on your foot.

that can be quite overwhelming to just look at. [ RUSH = NEVER THE SOLUTION ] .

it’s the tower moment which meant to happen for a final step out of the cycle. Let it be.

but how can be get out of this situation.. Let’s talk about that below .

WHAT TO DO TO MAKE IT HAPPEN

You need to understand 2 things from here.

  1. Flow of life & stream
  2. actions on small habits & changes.

While carrying hints /true essence of situation & your lacking behavior of ” pattern breaking part ” .

when you acknowledge the pieces which have been shown on calmer days. Just absorb those in your subconscious. It will eventually float on surface when time come.

Allow the flow take the charge of it. Don’t resist it.

& when you get the kick to start that engine of new cycle  , your all those hints and pieces will join together in making of whole picture. 

that’s the time you push out that zone. 

EXPERIENCE OF MINE

Most of time, I work on that certain project which out of my limitations of mind but never of soul. These always come to breaking point when my frustrating self appears & make the change happen.

when the anxiety, procrastination cross the sky above . ( typical human behavior)

these create a fear within which become hard to cope with time if not change it 180° around. So, I always ask myself one thing.

Do it now Or
Will keep hanging on anxiety & fear.

But you still have to do it anyway. Then why not now.

TOOLS YOU NEED TO CONNECT WITH FLOW

Grasp that hobby of your which feels serene& let you flow in motion of waves.

Take care of yourself. Don’t be too harsh . Let it come on day when sun brights on surface , clouds roam around just by the push of breeze, let the nature play with it.

Feel the flow & believe in yourself ( even if everything falling apart)

Fool your mind, make it believe by faking it.

You can do it.